n e r m i n a ´

Lying all alone, 
Wishing you would call, 
Writting all my thoughts, 
has broken all my bones. 
You gave it all up, 
You threw it all away. 
Theres nothing i can do. 

What do I think i have done? 
You know its even worse then whats in my head. 
You don't believe me when i tell you: 
I don't want to be a fraud, 
and pretend that everythings fine. 
I won't be here when you get home. 
I'm not going to sit here and die. 

jag går bara neråt istället för uppåt

Det går inte att låtsas längre .. 
Det går bara inte längre. Orkar inte
dölja allt så jävla bra. 

Everybody seems to know, what people feel inside
but it's just a lie to say that all you can do is cry inside

The foundation of true confidence is the truth